Draupadi
—Heroine of the Hindu epic
let’s get this deed done right
that night he grips you with rough cold hands
that hold no heat of love
you haven’t served me well at all
takes a swig from a skin flask
stored in the folds of his dhoti
applies ointment to himself
a farmer priming a pump
oiling his plow a thousand times over
when Kauravas want to shame you
they try to pull off your clothes
tug at your very fabric yet
more silk appears
they cannot strip you of your dignity
clothe your mind in layers
too opaque for them to see through
let them leave with their bags of dice and flasks
let it be your little secret
when your eye turns eggplant purple
and you reek of sex and mangoes
say he was fumbling with a pillow
it was a new moon
say he couldn’t see in the dark
tell it over and over again
you choose your truth
filter each story through cloth into clay pots
that makes them potable
even sweet
Amy Baskin’s work is featured in Every Pigeon, apt, What Rough Beast, Riddled with Arrows, Fire Poetry Journal, The Ghazal Page, and more. She’s a 2016 Willamette Writers Kay Snow Poetry award recipient for her poem, About Face. She’s worked on revision with Paulann Petersen and Renee Watson of I, Too Collective, and participates in generative groups hosted by Allison Joseph and Jenn Givhan.
Painting Draupadi Humiliated by Raja Ravi Varma.
A potable poem …
I will have to ask Karna
after the humiliation of karma
… is finally done.
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